So maybe i do miss you
maybe i miss being in your arms. maybe i miss seein that smile that lit up my world. maybe i miss just bein with you && feelin that completeness inside of me. i dont know if i still love YOU maybe its the feelin i felt when we first got together i miss. i feel so lost without it. i know i dont feel the same about you but…..maybe we could bring it back? or is that impossible? when i was inlove with you i was soo damn happy! why cant i feel that way again?? why did tshit have to hit the fan!!! sometimes i wonder if it truly was all my fault…. its for the best that we broke up butt still you torment my thoughts. its that what if thats kiilling me. what if i had just trusted you instead of trying everything in my power to make me not? what if i would have just let you get close to me instead of leting my past interfere so much? what if i had just let you love me without bein so damn scared.
noww i think i still love you but the problem is i think i love someone else as well. is that possible? yall are complete opposits yet you both attract me like a magnet. im so lost and confused. topsy turvy.
topsy turvy.
