What dirrection to go?
ugh. dont you hate how parents pressure you. asking the same questions over and over again. wher do you think your goin in life? what are you goin to be five years from me. naaggin! make good grades. be the best you can. do they ever stop to think maybe we are doing the best we can??? maybe were not destined to be great. God knows noones perfect then why do they expect us to be. dont get me wrong i love my mom to death just some times i dont wanna be under scrutiny. its even worse for me because all my brothers are screw ups soo all hope lands on me. i wanna tell her that she shouldnt expect so much. i dont wanna let her down but i dont wanna be something im not. that just isnt me. its sopo freakin frustrating. im never goin to be who she wants me to be. i wanna build my life up the way i want to. not in her ways. but she just dosnet get that even when she says she does she dont. im not tryin to be mean. far from it. i just wanna live life my way.
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